What escapes me is how and why a whole year has passed since I created a new blog post. I have 16 drafts… the most recent one was saved seven months ago according to WordPress. As I’ve mentioned before, I tend to psychoanalyze myself quite often.
I’ve read and heard several different things just in the past couple of weeks that I feel have been somewhat helpful and insightful, but also somewhat overwhelming. As a high school friend of mine said, “Being overwhelmed doesn’t mean you get a free pass…” He was referring to discipling our children, but I believe that statement applies to all areas of our lives.
As for an insightful instance, this quote from one of the articles I read recently jumped out at me as I went back to re-read the article to find what I wanted to share with you…
If a doctor uses a treatment with a clinically verified high rate of success but presents it in a negative light, the probability of a negative outcome increases.
That caused my thoughts to jump to an episode of M*A*S*H when they ran out of pain medication and used placebos to tide them over. One of the doctors was skeptical, and the senior ranking officer ordered him to present it with a positive attitude or it would never work. After the placebos were administered, most of the patients respond very well, much to the surprise of the one who was skeptical. So, our attitude toward things (our expectations, as this same article points out), obviously has a great impact on the outcome of events/circumstances.
Honestly, I’m not even sure why I’m writing a blogpost now. I felt the need to post something. But why? More self-analysis? That leads me to something else I recently read, “The Hyper-Examined Life Isn’t Worth Living.” There are many good things that the author shared. Here is one (of many) that I found interesting…
An obsessive preoccupation with what others will think and a paralyzing fear of failure go hand in hand, and both are symptoms of a hyper-examined life.
The fear of failure and the obsession of what others will think is not just a trait of Millennials, as he suggests. I think anyone with a tendency toward introspection could easily be drawn into what he calls a hyper-examined life. (Just the fact that I’m bringing this up could prove that point.)
So, what is MY point? Good question. I know that I am striving to daily re-submit my life over to Jesus. The past is gone, and there is absolutely NO WAY to change any of it. The future is not yet here, and ultimately God is the only One who controls it. We have the joy, privilege, and responsibility to seek out the best way to join God not only in the future, but in the here and now. Will we trust?